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[shokubeni]

Originally Posted by themiker

I tease my gf cat but just by corporal cuddling. I respect and love all cats. I would seriously hurt people who did anything to any cat in my view. With that said i did have a traumatic childhood, I have tortued and done some horrible thing to rats, only rats.. Not sure why I did it or enjoyed it... I used to feed mice to my cats and totured the rats myself...

I am curently seeing a therapist however I have not talked about the hurting rats portion of my troubles.. Not sure I ever will but at this time I am not hurting rats..


Ive never totured any other animal , just rats but if I could and had access I would toture all form of apes - monkeys..

The way i would torture rats is take a stun gun to them.. That really pissed em off to the point where they would bite at it if they even saw it.. It never killed them though.

I would take a pair of snips and cut their tales and feet off, and stop the bleeding with paper clamps... After a few days I would remove the clamps and the scabs would be in place for them to heal.

This rat I actualy still have, named him stumpy and its a personal struggle for me not to toture him but I've promised my self I would never hurt another rat again.. One of the things that helped me is putting a cat in place of a rat ( in my mind) and making my self sad enough knowing that out there, theres someone who loves rats as much as I love cats...

Anyways sorry to hijack this thread but yea...

poor thing, I am talking about the rat, have u ever thought that he or she is not able to scratch or clean the fur well cause of the missing feet?? thats like torturing him/her over and over again every single day of that rats life.

[Seroquel]

Its not that bad miker, let go of your guilt.

[themiker]

Originally Posted by shokubeni

poor thing, I am talking about the rat, have u ever thought that he or she is not able to scratch or clean the fur well cause of the missing feet?? thats like torturing him/her over and over again every single day of that rats life.

Part of me is able to sit and watch a rat in the cage.. Imagine all it has in life is a cage full of wood shavings ( never cedar because its hard for them to breath) a toilet paper tude to crawl around in and some food..


It has so little and on top of it I am doing very bad things to it. Yes sometimes I feel bad but than another part of me gets pleasure and its focused pleasure too.. I love cats for example, and dogs are ok... But monkeys and rats..


I think rats because its easy to get them and they are funny after you have done bad things and monkeys because they are so close to human but still are animals.


Than I step back and picture a cat in place of the monkey or rat and I get sad. A proud cat being totured , howling for its life and I get filled with anger and hatred for the abuser. I want to lash out at them, to kill them end their life with glee.

I know I am very conflicted and am seeking help. To date it has been months, I will forever try to control my actions towards rats. The rat I do have now is treated well and when I feel like doing something bad I put her back into her cage and step back. I use self talk to try to understand what made me think about hurting her. She has never bit me, she loves licking my nose and ears, god bless her for not holding a grudge. God dam me for what I have done but I hope someday I can fully understand WHY I did what I did and feel total remorse for doing it so I can be forgiven.

I will never condone toturing any animal on these forums and if you do something like toture a dog or cat in oregon I will do my best to find you and end you.

[shokubeni]

Originally Posted by themiker

Part of me is able to sit and watch a rat in the cage.. Imagine all it has in life is a cage full of wood shavings ( never cedar because its hard for them to breath) a toilet paper tude to crawl around in and some food..


It has so little and on top of it I am doing very bad things to it. Yes sometimes I feel bad but than another part of me gets pleasure and its focused pleasure too.. I love cats for example, and dogs are ok... But monkeys and rats..


I think rats because its easy to get them and they are funny after you have done bad things and monkeys because they are so close to human but still are animals.


Than I step back and picture a cat in place of the monkey or rat and I get sad. A proud cat being totured , howling for its life and I get filled with anger and hatred for the abuser. I want to lash out at them, to kill them end their life with glee.

I know I am very conflicted and am seeking help. To date it has been months, I will forever try to control my actions towards rats. The rat I do have now is treated well and when I feel like doing something bad I put her back into her cage and step back. I use self talk to try to understand what made me think about hurting her. She has never bit me, she loves licking my nose and ears, god bless her for not holding a grudge. God dam me for what I have done but I hope someday I can fully understand WHY I did what I did and feel total remorse for doing it so I can be forgiven.

I will never condone toturing any animal on these forums and if you do something like toture a dog or cat in oregon I will do my best to find you and end you.

Have you ever tried to let the rat go???It could help the impulses go a way a little, by not having it close by, I know, you feel like that towards all rats but at least you dont have one close by that wouldnt not be in some kind of danger.
The only animal that I would hurt are the roaches, I hate those animals.
I remember seen on tv about how some reasearchers or whatever they were, cut the head of a roach and it lived for some days but still, I wont do something like that to them. Even when I dont like them, I wouldnt turture them like that. If I am going to kill a roach, I'll do it quickly, but not in the way my uncle does it. He steps on a roach in a way you can hear it pop, iug.

[Curdled_Pus]

Originally Posted by shokubeni

Have you ever tried to let the rat go???It could help the impulses go a way a little, by not having it close by, I know, you feel like that towards all rats but at least you dont have one close by that wouldnt not be in some kind of danger.
The only animal that I would hurt are the roaches, I hate those animals.
I remember seen on tv about how some reasearchers or whatever they were, cut the head of a roach and it lived for some days but still, I wont do something like that to them. Even when I dont like them, I wouldnt turture them like that. If I am going to kill a roach, I'll do it quickly, but not in the way my uncle does it. He steps on a roach in a way you can hear it pop, iug.

I may agree with that. I just want to say that it was nice in the way you spoke to him. NORMAL! Thanks, that's all

[Barbarian]

only weak, pathetic losers find this funny.

[KillerKlown]

Originally Posted by EatSleepLift

only weak, pathetic losers find this funny.

Then you must find it hilarious.

You need to do more of the 'Lift' part of your name (if that is indeed a picture of you in your avatar), as I'm not impressed. I could probably lift more weight with my dick than what you can bench... I see similar weedy, cocky little fucks every night in the gym.

[GorehoundLarry]

Originally Posted by KillerKlown

Then you must find it hilarious.

You need to do more of the 'Lift' part of your name (if that is indeed a picture of you in your avatar), as I'm not impressed. I could probably lift more weight with my dick than what you can bench... I see similar weedy, cocky little fucks every night in the gym.

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